green curtain

your love

2010-08-22T08:34:00.003+08:00

tengah membantu rakan saya membuat tesisnya. membaca tajuknya sahaja membuatkan saya pening kepala.

apabila saya membantu dia membuat tesisnya, bolehkan saya mendapat separuh Master in Business Admin nya?

okay otak tepu.

selamat hari Sunday all. saya berjanji apabila siap tesis rakan saya ini, saya akan pergi buat threading kening ya.

Janjiiii.

bear hug

2010-06-28T21:05:00.002+08:00

Di Tadika tempat saya bekerja sekarang, 90% murid-muridnya terdiri daripada kaum Cina dan kaum India.

Mereka semua berbahasa Inggeris kerana Inggeris merupakan bahasa utama di sana.

tetapi apa yang membuatkan saya teruja bekerja di sana ialah, murid-muridnya adalah color blind.

Tidak mengira kaum, agama atau bangsa seseorang cikgu itu untuk memberikan kasih sayang dan bear hug.

:)

makna kata

2010-06-25T22:13:00.004+08:00

1. Makna kata, kalau gaji tidak masuk lagi, perlulah kening berserabai segala dan di atas bibir ditumbuhi misai misai halus disebabkan kekangan kewangan.

2. Makna kata, banyak sangat menerima undangan perkahwinan, perlulah sedikit teruja *okay tipu*. perlulah sedikit takut. :p

3. Makna kata, belum upload gambar kahwin rakan baik sendiri, perlulah melabelkan diri sendiri pemalas. Potong lagi markah jika usia perkahwinan rakan baik itu sendiri telah berusia sebulan.

4. Makna kata, perut sudah agak setaraf bersamaan dengan dada sendiri, perlulah mengaktifkan diri sedikit sedikit.

5. Makna kata, paha sudah memlebar, perlulah membeli seluar RM5 itu di Pasar Pagi Shah Alam sebab sangat selesa.

6. Makna kata, boyfriend suka menonton bola sehingga 2-3pagi, perlulah dia menghubungi saya pada waktu waktu begitu atau lebih tepat lagi pada waktu waktu saya tengah berangan mengenai abang Kaka.

7. Makna kata, dia mendapat baucer percuma Pizza Hut, McD, KFC, Ayamas, perlulah pergi menghabiskan baucer-baucer berkenaan. Tak baik membazir baucer. Kena paksa tau.

8. Makna kata, pasukan kompang telah ditubuhkan di kawasan perumahan saya dan berlatih dengan begitu jitu sekali setiap malam, perlulah menempah mereka. Persoalannya, bilakah patut menggunakan pasukan kompang ini?

9. Makna kata, emak tidak berapa sihat, perlulah menunjukkan skil memasak saya yang tidak berapa masak ini.

10. Makna kata, jika syarikat saya bekerja terletak berhampiran dengan tasik yang membuai-buai, perlulah menyelongkar kembali almari kasut yang berhabuk itu untuk mencari kembali kasut berhabuk itu untuk kembali aktif. *pheww

perlukah?

2010-06-23T22:14:00.003+08:00

1. perlukah apabila makan 2 ketul jagung bakar, perlukah abu hitamnya melekat di gigi tidak perasan?

2. perlukah selepas itu pergi ke ke stesen minyak untuk membeli petrol, lalu berkata
'Abang, pam 12 RM20' sambil tersenyum adik manis yang tidak berapa nak manis nih.

3. perlukah makan tempe dengan begitu banyak sekali dan pergedel? oh itu perlu.

4. perlukah membaca gosip-gosip yang tidak perlu itu?

5. perlukah getting rid of 2 orang rakan yang berbaur toksik sedikit? jika menggangu perjalanan kerja perlu get rid of.

6. perlukah seorang murid berumur 7 tahun berkata, 'Cikgu, I think your feet stinks' semasa pembelajaran?

7. perlukah pergi ke urbanscapes Sabtu ini jika tiketnya RM55?

8. perlukah mempunyai agenda ingin mengambil tempat letak kereta Managing Director of Sime Darby?

9. perlukah beliau tahu yang kereta kemek sebelah itu kereta saya?

10. perlukah menonton bola sehingga 2 pagi sehingga mata menjadi mata panda?

oh itu saya tahu jawapannya.

apabila

2010-06-22T21:11:00.002+08:00

1. apabila perut sudah setaraf dada, amatlah membingungkan. tetapi tidak mahu berbuat apa apa.

2. apabila membaca blog lama adalah amat mengharukan kerana sangat kebudak -budakkan.

3. apabila cuba memakai dress lama, lalu muat tapi sangat ketat sehingga tidak mahu melihatnya di dalam cermin. bagaimana?

4. apabila ada orang itu geletek saya sehingga muntah kesemuanya selepas makan pizza free, adalah best juga. dan teringin makan kembali.

5. apabila cikgu fara mencubit pelajarnya sehingga lebam keesokkan harinya, kuat juga tangan saya.

6. apabila pelajar kegemaran senyum pada saya, sempurna hari saya.

7. apabila gambar gambar yang ditangkap sangat cantik, maka hati sangat suka.

8. apabila tiba tiba berasa emo dengan emak sendiri kerana membenarkan orang lain menjual tanahnya, bukan anaknya dan mendapat untung RM9k, hanya termuntah sahajalah.

9. apabila mengetahui anak saudara yang berumur 1 tahun pandai membuat slam dunk, terasa berbaloi pengajaran selama ini.

10. apabila mengetahui kawan baik mahu bertunang, sangat terkejut dengan diri sendiri sebab tidak menggelabah :p

sugarland

2010-06-20T23:31:00.003+08:00

things that I miss from melawati:-

1. Nasi Lemak Kakak

2. ACE Hardware.

3. Popia Zaiton.

4. Murtabak Pak Din.

5. nasi ayam sup jernih.

6. Nasi Lemak Wan (pasar malam)

7. Weststar.

8. club century paradise punya swimming pool.

9. kedai kuih dekat Jalan G.

10. Nasi lemak bus stop.

*notice mostly it's about food that I miss?

my day

2010-06-18T22:47:00.003+08:00

the other day, my 5 year old Zachary calling me and whisper to me,

"Teacher Fara, Teacher Fara, come here"

"I'm getting married"

*pengsan*

thank God it's Friday

2010-06-18T21:40:00.004+08:00

I wrote this yesterday.

Things to settle in life:-

1. Lose weight - to 57kgs.

2. update gambar family day dalam FB.

3. habiskan baca buku Lance Armstrong.

4. find a job that you can brag to our mum.

5. scrub the toilet.

6. lipat baju.

7. kemas bilik.

8. buat CD Family Day.

9. settle CIMB.

10. bayaq bil telefon.

11. jumpa clients.

12. beli hadiah HAWA.

13. buat spek baru.

14. beli bag laptop.

15. start menyimpan for kahwin.

16. bayaq duit kereta for July.

17. servis kereta.

18. cuci kereta and enjin.

19. cuba cari niat untuk sambung belajar.

20. whatever.

Let's start with scrub the toilet.

khamis

2010-06-17T21:52:00.010+08:00

apabila sudah habis family day, maka agak sedih kerana cuti juga hampir habis. mari merana.

tetapi gambar gambar adalah cantik sangat tetapi adalah malas mengupdate. entah bila mahu update sehingga bersawang agaknya. badan agak letih hari ini.

hari ini cuci baju 5 load. bagus nampaknya dan tidak makan malam. makan beskut kering lalu menipu perut dengan mengatakan sudah kenyang makan nasi. bagus bagus. tapi tak tahulah pukul 12am nanti jika perut berkeroncong.

banyak yang perlu disettlekan. syukur family day sudah settle dan mami timah telah menempah saya untuk MC pada wedding Abang Ryzal. Mari menggelupur. tetapi baju kena baru yo! kena sempurna baju MC ok. baju pengantin biar pengantin risau.

okay setelah pulang ke kampung selama 4 hari, enjin kereta tidak dapat dihidupkan. esok sudah mahu bekerja dan sekarang sudah pukul 10pm. siapa mahu menghidupkan enjin kereta tersebut?

sudah tentu saya dan jangan lupa berpeluh esok menghidupkan enjin kereta kembali kerana telah memakai krim pelembap.

seronok rasanya mengupdate blog kerana ini sahaja tempat saya menulis. saya malas menulis diari terima kasih. tetapi mengtype blog adalah ok.

jumpa nanti!

cinta sempurna

2010-02-14T18:45:00.001+08:00

Well, kalau naik tangga 3 kali plus turn tangga 3 kali mungkin tidak ada apa-apa.

Tetapi, kalau naik tangga 3 kali dan turun tangga 3 kali juga di Batu Caves, mungkin melemahkan semangat saya,

but I did it!

And tempted to do it again. So Yes!

dandy and happy nabil

2010-02-09T10:55:00.002+08:00

3 years old Nabil.

"Eh, siapa nama awak eh?"

Mak Ngah lahh sayang.

3 seconds later.

"Eh Mak Ngah nih gemuk lah"

.............................

imagination is power

2010-02-08T16:51:00.003+08:00

Saya baru sahaja habis menghadiri Millionaire Mindset Intensive by T.Harv Eker, di mana berlangsungnya di PWTC, 5-7hb February 2010. Walaupun Harv tidak menampakkan dirinya, namun Kieron Sweeney dan Abang Adam juga sangat bagus speech mereka. Saya berbangga dengan mereka. *rindu dengan mereka sekarang ini*

Saya rasa sangat bertuah mendapat tiket komplimentari (betulkah ejaannya?) daripada Nash dan hanya perlu membayar RM185 untuk mendapat course materialnya iaitu berupa buku kerja (work book) dan 8 CDs serta 2 DVDs yeya!

Saya mendengar CD tersebut hampir setiap masa saya berada di dalam kereta. Sangat educational envinronment lah kereta saya.

Seperti biasa saya menangis berbakul bakul, siapa tidak tahu akan saya, bukan? Menangis kerana breakthrough bagus bukan. Agak perit menceritakan kisah-kisah lama dan berbaur peribadi kepada rakan saya, tetapi jika itu yang diperlukan untuk mendelete fail-fail toksik saya, berbakul bakul bakul pun saya tidak kisah.

Saya rasa Kieron sangat bagus, sebab semasa Arrowbreak Exercise, dia cakap dekat saya, "We are going to do this together".
Dia cakap dekat saya seorang sahaja. Suka, lantas terus boleh Arrowbreak haha. *mengada perempuan ini*
Saya banyak jumpa amazing beautiful people, where I wish them all the best and good luck.

Saya juga sangat sangat berbangga dengan rakan rakan seramai 16 orang saya, di mana kami berupaya menghabiskan masa selama 3 hari bersama, you know who you are.

Saya juga berbangga dengan Nash dan saya percaya satu hari nanti dia akan berdiri bersama Kieron dan Abang Adam dan Harv sendiri. Come on, Nash.

Oh Abang Adam sangat handsome badan berketul-ketul, but that's not the point. Dia berkata kepada, "Easy girl, easy. It's good to take it out, right" *oh melayang

Well, gambar tidak ada but Imagination is Power, right Millionaires?

Semua orang patut mempergikan diri mereka di sana. Saya ada 4 complimentary tickets, so who's joining me? Come guys, you'll be having lots of fun.

Next training would be December 2010, in Malaysia yo'll.

adorable kah jika berumur 25 tahun tapi masih bergiat aktif seperti 12 tahun?

2010-01-19T10:10:00.003+08:00

Angah ni aqilah kits nak kata selamat tahun baru dan nsk ingat kan sabtu ni e kalau angah kerja taperlah dan bye muh muh kiss kiss

from my 10 year old cousin.

adorable.

batuk batuk

2009-12-28T14:52:00.001+08:00

5 weekends with full of wedding. Oh muntah now.

Batuk batuk batuk for 1 straight week. Oh well.

pocketful of cookies

2009-12-25T18:31:00.002+08:00

I think I need to update my FB with my pictures. I remembered one of the friend said, U neh banyak gambar tapi Facebook takde.

Fine. Now I am going to start updating it. wait and see.

wait until i feel like it. heh.

since i now have a Facebook account.

I think I wanna start baking soon, really miss to bake. I used to bake cookies, chocolate cake, brownies. wow. Even I am amazed with myself.

Saya banyak plan untuk tahun hadapan, I am using the same strategy tapi akan expand kan dia. We will see how.

Sabar itu penting untuk berjaya dalam business ini. Saya sangat sangat percaya.

Saya teringin hendak pergi memancing, tapi takde sapa nak bawak saya, or more like u never ask anyone before. Tapi memancing macam cool kan?

Tadi my client called me up, dia tanya, "Fara, Fara tahu tak siapa yang kenal tukang urut untuk orang baru lepas bersalin".

U see, his wife just gave birth. And he asked me. So saya rasa macam satu perasaan yang sangat best sebab saya dengan client bukan sahaja hubungan setakat consultant and client, tapi more like kawan kawan. How cool is that?

The other day, I met this one guy and I closed the deal with him and he asked me to come to his house to meet his wife.

The after few phone calls, I went and see the wife dekat office. We borak borak macam kawan kawan yang dah kenal lama dah. I like that feeling sebab I promised myself I want to be in this business for a long time, so I want to develop that kind of relationship with all my clients.

I nak jadi macam kawan kawan tau. Hari itu, Encik Mad, one of my bestest client, belanja McD just because his was late for his appointment with me. How touching :)

And the other day , I called one of my new client just to wish his birthday and he was kinda shocked, mungkin tak biasa kot.

You see, I love that warm feeling this job is giving me.

:)

buttery bread

2009-12-23T12:08:00.002+08:00

semua orang mempunyai bayi sekarang dan memiliki rumah tangga sendiri. how? itulah disuruh mengumpul duit, tidak mahu, mahu lagi membeli mekap. mekap mekap mekap. ish.

I am seriously misshing aesha amani. I am having flu and batuk for few days, I dont want her to kena jangkit sekali, itu yang jarang ke rumahnya.

Sakit bahu saya semakin teruk. it is ekceli sakit tengkuk dulu now dah berjangkit sakit bahu. oh no.

sunrise

2009-12-22T23:24:00.002+08:00

Okay. It's been berhabuk bersawang and saya tidak tahu apa lagi yang telah terjadi kepada blog saya ini. Tiba tiba rasa rindu ingin menulis kembali, lalu kubuka kembali, dan menengok rupa-rupanya masih ingat saya pada password saya.

Menangis blog saya rindukan emaknya.

Wah emak tau..

Saya tulis blog atas sebab saya ingin mengulangkaji matapelajaran Inggeris saya, tapi apakan daya, tahap Inggeris saya di tahap itu sahaja.
Jadi kita akan melangkaui tahap tahap tatabahasa Inggeris saya lah jika begitu.

2009 adalah sangatttt menarik memang the bomb.

Saya menerima anak saudara perempuan pertama saya, yang saya rasa ada iras iras muka saya, tapi papanya malu mengakuinya dan berdoa agar perangai anaknya tidak menyerupai mak ngahnya. Let's berharap.

Saya menulis blog ini kembali kerana ingin mengurangkan rasa gundah di hati, jika boleh. Ingin mengurangkan rasa ragu di jiwa. what?

Okay sambung kejayaan 2009 yang kedua : Saya berjaya graduate setelah ayah saya berhempas pulas membantu saya menjelaskan yuran pengajian. huh anak tidak berdosa inih telah berdosa pada baba nya.

OMG, tidakkah rasa bangga terhadap diri sendiri apabila setelah 80 tahun belajar, berjaya juga. malulah letak gambar kerana perut sudah sama naik dengan pinggulnya. oh no.

Sungguh gembira. Tidakkk, tidaklah gembira kerana perut sama naik, cuma gembira setelah 80 tahun belajar akhirnya termakbul jua cita cita.

Oh saya tidak suka orang luar yang tidak suka negara saya. Sebab saya suka negara saya. Banyak yang boleh dipelajari.
okay terpesong.

Sebab ketiga: 2 rakan baik telah dan akan berkahwin, membuatkan kami berlima sangat rapatttt, itu saya sangat bersyukur, masing masing berangan nak membeli belah barang anak.
huh. Cubalah mendirikan rumah tangga dulu Farahani.

Banyak sebab lagi, antara sebabnya lagi: Saya telah menjadi salah seorang anggota pekerja di LVG Consultants, di mana saya sangat menyintai karier saya ini, saya ingin bersungguh sungguh lagi sehingga memantapkan pekerjaan saya serta comissionnya.

Nantilah cerita mengenai pekerjaan, di lain hari dan di lain artikel.

Sungguh saya merindui rakan rakan blog dahulu seperti azwar. Azwar rock star sudah bergoatee bagai. Blog back plis.
Oh siapa lagi, banyakkkk. u know who u are. if u dont, takpe. nevermind.

bye. for now. fow now only.

please let her be strong

2009-07-14T12:52:00.002+08:00

a) Someone hit my car and ran away. At Komuter Batu 3.

b) I need to pay for samans RM300.

c) I've lost my handbag. Don't ask me how.

d) She took the car back.

e) Officially broke.

f) Probably won't graduate this year.

Happy now?

blueskyholiday

2009-06-02T11:46:00.004+08:00

things that we did in May before it gets basi-er

the opening of Itudio Studio (16th May) with little cousins. i admire them much. both cousins and Itudio Studio.

18th May :p

hijau kuning

2009-05-26T21:11:00.006+08:00

weekend was awesome just because:

cukoq jambul

taking pictures of happy silly kids

took them to the playground and sweats like a pig

made some horny looking homemade pizza and ate like crazy and regret after that

some meditation at their awesome looking garden although the second picture kinda creepy
(not me obviously, the hutan I mean)
(and tried not to breath own breathing)

i had fun

sing it to me baby'

2009-05-18T17:08:00.002+08:00

Ya Allah, I am so ever grateful, thank you God for everything that you gave me.

I am so grateful for the beautiful journey I had before and more to come.

Thankyouthankyouthankyouthankyouthankyou.

Thank you for making me a beautiful 25 year old lady today :p

getting taller or was it bigger?

2009-05-14T10:00:00.000+08:00

1.Happy birthday Kak Ena, wherever you are.

2.Been trying to make an appointment with Fabes but he kept on postponing the meeting, probably been busy much. I understand that. The last time he postponed the meeting he said, you must love so much right, I can see the love grows. Or something like that. Funny dude.

3.Been trying to make an appointment with Miss Designer as well. She's a busy woman I know. Patience is in my vocab now.

4.I ate a bar of chocolate like drinking a glass of ice water on a hot day.Scary.

5.I seriously wanna buy that eyeliner and eyebrow color, alaaa you put that on your eyebrows. It will only cost me like 50++ but money is a bit constraint now so I have to be careful. Careful not to overspend it.

6.Been trying to finish my practical report so that I can convo on October.Yeay!

7. I met with a guy yesterday and he told me that he just lost his wife 2 months ago and he can now start saving with me. Listening to how calm he is while telling me the stories makes me think that life is actually not a bed of roses not only for me but for others as well.

8. Called Kak Liyana the other day and upon hearing about her family told her it will be a risky investment makes me heartbroken. I seriously can hear my heart drop or whichever you want to put it. Maybe I should change a bit the way I do my presentation.

9. Going to see Aesha bubu later.

loving mak ngah

2009-05-13T09:46:00.002+08:00

1.I don't know that my father can nag too.

2.I think he learns from the best (emak).

3.Amazing.

4.I have a dinner date this Friday and definitely not with him ;)

5.I am so grateful for not working at the same place before although I've been offered a place there. Too much hatred among each other, office politics, gossiping, negative energy.You name it.

6.Do you sleeps better at night when you talk bad about someone else?

7.It just shows your insecurities dude.

8.Still I have a great respect to the boss, he gave me some good advice.

9.Well, coming from the young CEO of course.

10. Last training, I got to know myself as a lover.

11. You know abundant, loving, sayang sayang.

12. Nash told me that I need to be a warrior sometimes. Which I am still trying now.

13. Later.

blueish curtain

2009-05-07T21:46:00.000+08:00

1.Aesha Amani is a fighter.

2. I wonder why she doesnt look photogenic at all when real live she is so adorable and cute and smells like susu lemak manis.

3.Should teach her on how to become photogenic.

4.Uncle Fadzil has been so nice, agreed on me seeing ALL his staffs.

5.ALL equals to hundred plus.

6.Last year I said I must have like 14 bajus for Hari Raya for next year which is this year.

8.To date I bought like 8 bajus already.

9.Makes me one happy women.

10.Work has been good. I am quite suprised I am in this line but I am enjoying it.

11.Verry.

12. I went to see one of the lecturer the other day and another lecturer of mine said hi to me and asked me to come to her house as well as meeting her husband to sit down and tell them what I do. Amazing.

13. I want to go WM cafe.I want.I want.

pink curtain

2009-04-15T15:32:00.003+08:00

I'm wearing my new pair of earring and I was sitting here alone in a cafe having my sweet time and suddenly the waiter talked to me.

He is cute.

So he talked and talked and asked me few questions and and one point I thought he is flirting with me.

Wow, this earring must be doing good. I should buy this kind of earring more when I'm in The Curve.

I thought.I thought.

Suddenly, he asked me one question,

Do you want to know how to be slim?

Ouch.

P/S: He is a HerbaLife agent.

askar-askar pelangi

2009-04-15T08:21:00.002+08:00

berlarilah tanpa lelah.

menarilah dan terus tertawa.

party like a rockstar

2009-04-12T19:37:00.003+08:00

1.This was taken last January.

2.I went for BHP Petrol Run this morning for 11km.

3. And did 3k only, wait, 2k only.

4. To me that's a success.

5.After 2k and watched people still running while am in the car is sweet :p

6.Later the friends laughed at me.

7. Nash even asked us to do 21k in June.

8. Like bolehhhh.

mata panda

2009-04-08T15:28:00.002+08:00

I love myself and the girlfriends.

And him.

And my makeup.

And my hair today :p

rocking 2009

2009-04-05T20:32:00.002+08:00

Just some photos taken last weekend on Mazida's birthday with the girlfriends.
Sorry for not updating green curtain so long.It's been 3months I think.

Life has been good to me. 2009 has been good to me. Loving every second of my time right now.
Some few challenges that I face right now, but I know I will get through this.

Bought frames for me to hang on my plain wall but still cant decide which picture to put since I have like a lot.
Bought little present for Zura's wedding. That little, ok not so little is actually a recipe book which I found it very cute and yes that is a hint, darling.

Life has been good.Life has been good.

sweaty palm

2008-12-20T17:16:00.002+08:00

1. I accidentally cut my finger while cutting the vegetables just now. Urghh.

2. I felt like I am sweating non stop having me took shower 4 times already and it's only nearly 6pm.

3. I am so scared because the results are coming out real soon.

4. I seriously can't wait for 2009.

5. There are some pictures that I would like to show you but it is in my laptop and my laptop is with him, so I have to wait.

6. My senior told me that he just got engaged and the wedding date would be next year. I was so excited and screamed and he was like, still the same old Fara. He asked me when will I make him scream like that too? I also have no answers for that.

7. Yesterday, me and the families went out for dinner. Since we wanted to explore Shah Alam, I suggested we went to this Kedai Kopi near UITM. I am not that sure with the roads, so we went through like 5 or 6 roundabouts because being me I just couldn't remember the ways that Mazida showed me before. And I told everyone in the car, dont worry, it's going to be worth it.
And and, Kedai Kopi is actually just behind PKNS.

8. I miss my dear friends.

take me home

2008-12-04T01:02:00.000+08:00

1. Nigella Express is awesome. Looks very easy to make but how
I wish someone's there for me to do it.

2. I hate people who is not punctual. Like, the Homestay that I went before,
they said that all of us have to meet up at 10pm sharp because they are doing some
LDK (Latihan Dalam Kumpulan), and I arrived 9.45pm. And because of raining, some of them
made it around 11pm and some nearly 12pm. I mean come on. If you don't have any respect towards me,
that should be fine, but have respect towards yourself. Plan ahead ok.

3. I know the president will be reading this, but you and your team did a good job. I can't see
myself handling that very big event. Way to go, sistah! You know who you are :)

4. I miss the friends that I've worked before in Starbucks Uptown 2. Glad that this 13th
will be some sort of reunion but more like housewarming in Esther's house. It is so kind
of her to invite me as I met her only once I think. I miss the late night sessions
in SS2. God, when I mention that, I realize I miss the smelly Shah too. How shocking
that he got himself a pretty girlfriend already when I thought he's gay.

5. I really need to brush on my grammar.

6. I want that 2 pair of earrings that he bought for me.

7. Our friend Ahmad Azlan is getting married. Wow how time flies. He called me
to invite me to his wedding this coming January and he said he just got married on the 16th.
Wow. Next thing I know this people invite me for cukur jambul anak kedua. Scary.

8. Oh speaking of January, I can't wait for 2009 to come. I know masa depan akan cerah for 2009
*crosses fingers*.

9. Like OMG. I've gained like 3kgs last weekend only. That was when I stayed with my
host parents. Shut up you.

10. Take Home Chef, please take me home.

11. The other day, when I read about banjir (what is banjir in English?) in Kelantan
or to be more accurate Pasir Mas, I remembered a friend that I had before.
God how cruel she is. To remember what she did to me is wasting time.

12. But to remember what she did to fool herself is not only wasting time but funny
some people did things.
Like how she made herself up, took a glass of Ribena and pretend it was red wine and
sat on the sofa, close the curtain and took lots of pictures.
Put the pictures on the blog and said that she went for karaoke. With her imaginary
friends.

13. Or when, she made her eyes up with smoky eyes and only took picture of her face and paste it on her blog and said girls nite out! Yeay!

14. Or when she stayed with me and my housemates that time for several days and she asked us
how much to pay us and we were like, we don’t really mind how much because you are our friend.
She kept on asking how much she should pay. So our friend (more like a leader to the house) calculated RM48.75 or was it RM48.25. And guess what she did? She paid us the exact amount.
I mean come on, if you are big enough, you should just pay the exact RM50 right? I don’t know how to put it the correct way, but if you knew some stories about her being calculative with her friends, you’ll know.

15. Forget about her. What is your attractiveness level? Tell me.

16. Okay drink lots of water ok not only on hot days but every day.

17. Oh I bathed 4 times today. No, not because it’s hot, it’s more like bathing is a hobby.

timeless

2008-12-03T11:42:00.000+08:00

1. I just got back from Tanjung Piai Homestay with my college mates and still waiting for the pictures.

2. My host parents are so sweet. Mummy made muffin for us to bring back home.

3. I had 3 housemates including me. We shard the same host parents.

4. My cramps are killing me.

5. I am thinking of doing one major decision in my life which I am trying to do the pros and cons. And I'm still thinking.

6. Forget that. The main reason on why I blogged in English is because I want to brush up on my English which really need to be brush up. So, I'm sorry if my wrong grammar annoys you.

7. My nephew, Nabil, the other day, he asked me how's my throat recovery process. If you don't know, I just had operation for my thyroid. I was amazed when he asked because the operation was in July and he didn't come and visit me in the hospital, never mind that. I mean, for a 2 year old kid to remember that and ask me, I was so touch.

8. I AM GETTING BIGGER. My weight now is 73 kg. Which is so not okay for 1.6m tall.

9. I wish I had something interesting to write but sadly there is nothing interesting. How sad.

10. Oh on the second day of staying in Homestay, one of the housemate said something that hurt me which I don't want to elaborate here. I called him or more like ask him to call me back, and we talked. He told me that he bought me 2 pairs of earrings and I was so touched, I cried.

11. Ok I need to cook lunch.

baby potatoes + baby tomatoes + baby carrots + baby Naim

2008-11-10T15:51:00.000+08:00

1. Today marks the first time I've won chess against him.

2. Like check mate ok.

3. I'll be having my first paper this Thursday which I am so scared to death.

4. This afternoon, I heard a boy sitting inside his school van, in front of his friends house saying something like,
"Rugi ooo kau tak pergi sekolah" which I found it adorably cute.

5. The other day, mom came back from groceries shopping and she bought 2 breads, one is plain white bread and another with raisins and later that evening dad came back from work bought the same exact breads : one is plain white bread and another with raisins. I call that destiny with adorably cute love.

6. Can someone craving for her own cooking? Since Obama said yes, we can, so I thought of yes I can craving for my own cooking. I'm craving for chicken with lots of potatoes. I love potatoes. I call that adorably cute carbs.

rock-a-baby

2008-11-08T10:40:00.000+08:00

1. My little sister is coming back next Friday which makes me so excited.

2. I am one ungrateful daughter because I ate one whole durian by myself which is so not good.

3. My long lost friend invited me for her wedding tonight which makes me think about how everyone around my age are either planning to get married, are married, pregnant, planning to have babies (like lots of babies), had kids (like 2), or getting divorce (ok I made that up), while I am still struggling with exams. (Not good).

4. I think when I finish studies I will face with lots of debts (Yes, you don't want to be me).

5. I have a friend which I don't want to be her friend anymore because she sucks all my (very little) positive energy which left me with negative feelings all the time.

6. I try to think about what I had done in the past of my 24 years time of living and I cant get any that I can proud of.

7. I am craving for brownies walnut. Enough said.

yellow-ish curtain + day curtain

2008-11-06T10:50:00.000+08:00

I came to see him and called him up only to know that he is still sleeping. Two days in a row. How can you not get mad and hungry.

HR Department from the place I went for practical called me up to say that I haven't send the tag yet. No good.

I probably cannot take my exams because of being barred. Not good.

scramble eggs on toast

2008-10-23T14:43:00.000+08:00

I am sitting just beside surau in my college to use the WI-FI (beside surau got WI-FI) and I am deeply humble when I saw my juniors (read: boys) passing by in front of me going for prayers.

Read: Super hot cute juniors.

I do mean super hot cute with bangle all hanging to the pants.

Life is Good.

funny

2008-10-20T18:41:00.000+08:00

I think I've moved out from Melawati and stayed near Shah Alam for almost a year already but the thing is, I still get lost when it comes to finding roads in Shah Alam which I hate it so much.

I couldn't even remember the roads and the routes which I agree I totally suck at.

Recently, I just got to know that Section 13 is very near to my house if I follow the route near Glenmarie. Before this, I use to follow routes after McDonald Section 20 and there's about 2 or was it 3 roundabouts.

I complained to Mazeda about this, and she said something like,

Ala, Funny (Farahani) kalau tak sesat memang it's not Funny (Farahani) tau. Suka masuk jalan ikut kata hati.

Rright. Very funny.

every breath you take

2008-10-16T18:57:00.000+08:00

I just can't believe my luck when I opened my laptop I straight away I can connect to the Internet from my college lounge.

Now I don't have to waste anymore money to grande extra whipped cream caramel soy chocolate. Did I get that right? This month is the exact one year I left Starbucks. How can I not missed them monkeys there? Especially Shah gendut.

everyone look super thin here and of course the cameramagicwomen looks the thinnest and of course you cant see it. there are 2 mak buyungs here.one is due this year and another next year and I'll be great great aunty.

make more babies people.

dee dot buu

2008-10-16T17:42:00.000+08:00

MEI
-Keras hati dan degil
-kuat semangat dan bermotivasi tinggi
-pemikiran tajam
-mudah marah jika tidak dikawal
-pandai menarik hati orang lain dan menarik perhatian
-perasaan yang sangat mendalam
-cantik dari segi mental dan fizikal
-tidak perlu dimotivasikan
-tetap pendirian tetapi mudah dipengaruhi oleh orang lain
-mudah dipujuk
-bersikap sistematik ( otak kiri )
-suka berangan (what??)
-kuat daya firasat, memahami apa yang terlintas dihati orang lain
-mudah diserang penyakit di bahagian telinga dan leher dan lemah sistem pernafasan
-daya hayalannya tinggi *ehem
-pemikiran yang tajam
-pandai berdebat
-fizikal yang baik *is this for real?
-suka sastera, seni, muzik dan melancong
-tidak berapa suka duduk dirumah
-tidak boleh duduk diam
-tidak punya ramai anak
-rajin dan bersemangat tinggi
-agak boros *okay not true :p

Ps: tidak punya ramai anak?? are you sure??
On second thought, I thought I hate children so maybe it's true that gadis Mei tidak punya ramai anak.

Ppss: I swear to you I saw someone look like Mat Salleh at my college and this is weird when it comes to my college, but on second look it's just blond wannabe.
And yes it is true that May is the greatest month of all.

*copied from http://aidacutes.com/?p=19

save room for them

2008-10-13T17:42:00.000+08:00

Everyday is a bad hair day for Farahani.

wet kisses

2008-10-09T13:29:00.000+08:00

I've been wanting to put this before Raya, but something stupid came up so here you go.
Good Luck in trying to read this.

Up until yesterday, I’ve been sleeping on my yoga mat for 3 days straight. Not that I sleep in yoga position or what, or maybe I did yoga pose while sleeping, no. No it is not. It’s just there is some stuff like lots of stuff on my bed. There is a packet of tissue, my hair band, some stuffed stupid animal, my clean clothes which yet to be fold which obviously I don’t know when of course. And some CDs and DVDs. Oh, have you guys watch 21 grams?
Call me smart or smart and have good taste or what, but I never know Sean Penn is that hot. Ok not when he is naked because yuck, that is so not hot. He is just brilliant plus another brilliant and this Del Toro guy which is brilliant and genius plus another brilliant. Did I forget to mention brilliant? You see, I never like the choice of movies that my 2 brothers like. No offence but sometimes I have to think hard to understand those movies which are not helping at all when you are dump at times. Well, they never like my choice of movies as well. Anyways, that 21 Grams was bought by the little brother. Come to think of it, Sean Penn is not that hot in I Am Sam :p
Moving on and let’s get serious this time. I am not working so I can’t really bitch about work like you people always do behind your boss. Since you guys have to work so hard or more like pretending to work hard like staring at the screen while your boss thought that you might be doing your work but you are wasting time reading my blog, let me tell you about more serious stuff like plaque. My plaque.
I got this little gap in front of my teeth which is obvious to people who really look at me while talking to me but not to those who looked at my chest while I talk to them. Understand? Good. I don’t.
Normally, I only brushed my teeth twice a day without fail. Ok I lied. Sometimes I failed when I got lazy to brush at night so there are times when I only brush once a day. And some people who are really close to me know that I love to check my teeth every opportunity I got like when it’s traffic jam or while waiting for the light to turn green. So one day, I noticed that the gap got a little bigger. I was thinking who might have accidentally scratched my teeth when I didn’t notice it. I stare it real close just to see it properly and it hit me, it is plaque. I was really scared and complained to boyfie about it and again non-stop complaining about it to him and he might get a little bored because he bought me a bottle of mouth wash and a packet of floss. So, now without fail (I promise), I brushed my teeth at night and use the mouth wash and floss my teeth. Every night. I promise (again).

Of course, on Raya, I will flash to everyone my flossed teeth.

Speaking about Raya, mom is worried about what to cook on Raya because you see we are going back Kedah this time. Cooking at my grandma’s house meaning that you need to cook with less oil, no coconut milk but instead use skimmed milk. I mean, honestly, how can you cook without all that especially on Raya. Since mom is so worried about it, the sometimes genius sometimes stupid me suggested that we ask someone else to cook. We can probably order soto ayam or laksa. Mom is not an expert in soto ayam or laksa you see. Easy peasy. Everyone’s happy. Baba agreed and he called his mother straight away and told her about my suggestion. My grandma wanted to talk to me and she asked, do you want to cook soto ayam on Raya? I said no grandma; we can order someone else to cook for us so that we can have more time to do our makeup on Raya. I nearly say that. She said, no its okay we can ask everyone to help around and we cook together but under your mom’s supervision.
I wanted to bury my head straight away.
Now, I’ll get mom more worried about this. No, mom doesn’t know about this yet and no one, listen to me, no one will tell her about this ok. I’ll figure something else some other days.

Now Go Back to Work.

newborn

2008-09-09T14:47:00.000+08:00

8 Ways to Lighten the School Bag was jammed pack last Sunday. For those who missed it, too bad because Sunday was the last show. I even had to sit on the floor. No, I did not take pictures of the stage like what I did when we watched The Good People. I am no good in reviewing shows or films and even books. But yesterday’s show was witty and funny and it was that good and it was from by Mark Beau de Silva (did I get the spelling right?) of course.

I love the Chinese mom but if I’m not mistaken she’s Malay because from what I’ve read in the newspaper some time a week ago, her name is Bella Rahim. I mean, if she is a Malay lady, she carried the character of a typical Chinese mom very well.

I got class later at 6.30pm and I’m not sure whether Dr Karthig will give us some time to break fast. I got a call from the bank just now to remind me that I haven’t pay ASB for the month of August. Or maybe I shouldn’t put this up in the blog and tell the whole world, no? Whatever
On a lighter note, my sister in law is pregnant which means I am so going to be an aunt probably 14th April 2009, and I said why not wait until 20th April because that is Fatin’s birth date but Abang told me that the mother birth date is on 9th April. Oh okay. This is for real man. I want the baby to call me Mami Ngah but on second thought, I feel like sugar mummy.

On more lighter note, Kak Long just gave birth to baby Nazim or was it Naim. And the big brother Nabil was so overexcited about it and he agreed to take his bath just to take pictures with the newborn little brother.

Talk to you soon yah.

perfect.just perfect.

2008-08-28T14:19:00.000+08:00

My brother got married last May, it is the first wedding in the family, I mean for my siblings because of course our parents got married way before that. One word: tiring. I think mom was the busiest person ever because it is her first son got married so she must’ve been really into it. Me? I am the one who complained much because, first, I am the second daughter so mom had to put trust on me. Second of all, I am the loser one who still staying with her parents (I think that is still okay considering I am still studying :p) so again mom had to trust on her daughter in helping her with the work.

Well, in Malay wedding, mostly it is about relatives and okay maybe 30% close friends and not so close friends. On why I said that because before the wedding itself, baba were like, Oh Angah, do you remember Pak Chop and the wife? I am like, who? Put them on the list, baba said. Who are they, baba? Just put them on the list. Even mom were like, Angah follow me to send the invitations to Tok Chu. I am like, “Hah? Who is Tok Chu?” “How can you not remember Tok Chu?” Even on the wedding itself, Baba introduced me to one his ex-college mate named Uncle Roslan, who always wanted to see me and called out my name when he came to the house. Reason being: my name is similar to his daughter’s name. But of course being me, I couldn’t remember and being the polite daughter, I’m like, yeah I remember Uncle Roslan. Sorry Uncle, it is not that I don’t remember you; it is just that I don’t remember you.

Weddings are expensive. Trust me, ladies. All the advertisement about marriages, canopies, wedding planners, caterings, it is all about money and more money. Okay take for example, wedding planner is to not put all the headaches on you, but to put all the headaches on the planner herself or himself, and plus maybe the daddy if he is the one who’s paying. I even asked my dad couple of months ago if he is going to pay for my wedding and if am not mistaken he said something about paying half. I mean if the wedding itself cost me RM30, 000; I am going to pay half of it? Feel like puking now. But on second thought, why make it RM30, 000? I mean, why not make it higher and give heart attack to both daddy and the future daddy in law.

Okay, to be real honest here, I don’t want just some people come to my wedding. I don’t fancy big wedding with all the VVVVIPs are invited when you yourself don’t even recognise him. It would be lovely if only the wedding would be my families, relatives and of course close friends are invited. All the faces that the bride and the groom recognize them. I was talking to one of my best girlfriend about her wedding dream, excuse us, we girls always dreams about our wedding. She said she will never ever use the small paper bag that contains gifts to gives out to the guests. She just doesn’t like it. I thought about the wedding my brother had and we only gave some lovely small box containing muffins and mom were a bit disappointed about that because she thought a small paper bag that contains few small gifts would be lovely. I thought that so when I went to a friend of mine wedding where she gave out small paper bag that later in the car we’ve checked what the contains are, (don’t we always do that?) it is a mix of some sweets, a small bag of homemade potpourri, 2 pieces of waffles, small towel and soaps. Never mind that no one gave soaps to their guests anymore, it is the thought that counts. Ok if you count the thoughts, maybe you could say that some small lovely box that contains muffin is always a thought. It is just I feel that it is more sincere that way; I mean the small paper bag that contains everything you can put inside.

Let’s talk about something that all Malaysians are into (and what I am into as well when I go to weddings). Food. Glorious food. One thing about Malay wedding is, when it comes to food, we only serve beriani gam, ayam masak merah, dalca and acar buah. Or maybe something more different if we added kurma daging. I sometimes got tired of the food never mind that it is not easy to cook beriani gam and it take hours upon hours to prepare for it. Then, why not make it easier, by serving something simpler and healthy (look who’s talking) maybe something grilled and something that are half cooked. Ok that is maybe more into westerners wedding or maybe garden weddings. Remember, we must follow our so-called customs. And our customs are to serve beriani gam, ayam masak merak, all the dalcas if not people will think that we can’t afford that.

A white friend of mine said something like they remember you if you came empty-handed. Meaning that if you forget to bring any gifts to the bride and groom. Well, of course they remember you because they only invited like what, 80 people? Not like some Malay wedding when they invited close to 2000 people. Try that to remember who doesn’t bring you any gift.

I also believe that when it comes to wedding, it is not your actual wedding, not your dream wedding. It is more like your mom’s wedding and what she has been dreamed of. When it comes to your daughter’s wedding, then only you can have your own dream wedding, but keep in mind that it is not your actual wedding, it is more like your daughter’s wedding. A wedding also is mostly about to ‘jaga hati’. You have to jaga hati your mother, your future mother-in-law, all your aunties, not forgetting your 2 grandmas. Jaga hati is more like you don’t want to upset all parties and at the same time have your OWN dream wedding. In your dreams.

In Muslim weddings, the most important part is the akad and nikah, same like ‘I do’. But nowadays, people more into who have the best wedding? Who is going get the title ‘wedding of the year’, because that is what we’ve been brain-washed to, no? Which bride wear the most expensive and elegant gown? Whose wedding VVVVVVVIPs attend to? The more VVVVIPs came to your wedding, the more likely you will get the title? There goes the actual idea of getting married. Get two people who are in love get together and celebrate the love and joy of it. Embrace the love of two people that will spend time together for the rest of their time and grow old together. Not thinking about debts and more debts the first thing you wake up after your wedding night like cousin A, who applied for bank loan to pay some of the wedding fees. Ridiculous right? But according to her, it is cheap considering you have to pay back in 10 years time plus the interest as well. Well, maybe it is easier said than done because at first, she wanted to get married in 2 more years but with ‘campur tangan’ all the pakciks, makciks, they have to get married in a year time, never mind that short of money. ‘Rezeki ada di mana-mana’, said one of our uncles.

Weddings definitely are more for relatives and get together among us, right? It is to merapatkan ikatan persaudaraan. Yeah right, what about all the debts that we (I mean the brides and grooms) have to deal with? Can we make it simpler without too much hassle? Even mom said for my wedding, she is not going to do anything and I have to deal with it and prepare it according to my own dream. She said that was because I kept on complaining over preparation of my brother’s wedding that my brother didn’t care anything about his wedding and we have to take care of it and I am so not going to abandon my own wedding and will take care of it with TLC. Ok stop, now I feel like adopted child.

warm sunny days

2008-08-08T13:42:00.000+08:00

How I miss all the monkeys there.

much love

2008-07-25T10:03:00.000+08:00

suprise suprise.

I am back after the operation.

Some of the messages that I would REALLY love to put here, they are from friends, families and strangers.

Fiona: Hehe, best of luck honey! Keep shining:-D

Abg Wa: Ok kita doakan semua akan berjalan dengan lancar. C u soon, miss u here.

Faish: Good luck u dont worry ure in a good hand of doctors hows 3rd class? Hehe so lepas ni karaoke sure hebat eh hehe.

Amalina: Morningggggggg! All the best dear..i doakan everything goes well!

Sheryl: U kt hospital mana? Dun worry u gonna be fine. I pun dah sihat ni

Zhana: Whos this plz? sori i lost my phone..

Kak Sabbs: Good luck!erm..tp siapa nie?i baru tukar fon

Bubbly Zehan: Hiks. sounds fun,that operation :) doncha worry, mum had that too, she turned out a gorjes lady after that :) kat mana operate ni? take care *hugs hugs*

Zhana: Awh..babe! i m sori!i hope everything goes well 4d operation.whr wil u b admitted?

Kak Sabbs: Angah!op kat mana gurl?wad?katil? mb akak can visit.i hope evrything will b ok.jumpa grunge last sat, dia x ckp pn!im giving u all d stars in my worls.mwah.

Ayu: Ye ke? Hospital mana? Kenapa x bgtau leh lawat awk..gudluck..nanti kt dtg k..

Makcik Chombee: Lucky stars honey stars starfish go to angahs! Flying kiss 2 d anesthetist b4 anythg ok. I lov u bdk jahat *hugs

Faiz: Farah-i miss u.nk b by urside mse operation..gud luck wit the operation.msj me.muah

Shah: Eh?

Rinie: Okie..all the best! Take care.

Mazeda: Hai funi. How r u? How ws ur surgery? M really sori my dear. I wasnt there wit u. Hope u cn forgive me 4 being a bad n lousy bstfriend. Sori..

Kak Anne: Get well soon! Sorry for d late reply. Yesterday was a hectic day. Eat lotsa ice cream. Hehe.

Suprisingly I cannot move my head for 1 whole week. Isnt it psycho?

Thanks for all the lovely messages.Much L.O.V.E.

we.are.different

2008-07-12T12:44:00.000+08:00

I've lost my thumb drive which contained lots and lots of picture.And now the another drive have got some problems or what's it some viruses?
Oh God.
I am thinking of getting the hard disk.U think?

whatever.

I did not make it to the last performance last Thursday.And I watched it on TV and seeing Ramli Ibrahim saying something like "It is a breath of fresh air, it is spring time, and it's good to be alive" to Farah's dan Ray's second performance has warmed the soul. I mean, coming from him? Ok I am talking about So You Think You Can Dance season 2 people.

I am going to The Annexe later. Hope the boyfie bring the camera along.
We are going to catch PECHA KUCHA VOL. 4 (pronounced peh-chak-cha). See how it spells? Totally different.

Kak Anne is pregnant with the first child and we are kinda excited about it.

We are going to have bbq after my operation which is due next week. Lots of food of course!

Oh yah, tomorrow if you have some free time to spare, come and watch One Buck Short performing for Unzipped tomorrow at 3pm in Ruums, KL. It is free so come one, come all. Bring the postman as well.And neighbours too.

have a prettyful weekend people, will ya?

lip gloss

2008-06-27T18:19:00.000+08:00

i seriously want this job.

like dead serious.

warm evening

2008-06-25T19:11:00.000+08:00

There is 2 things that I wanna learn right now.

1. Adobe photoshop

2. Press releases.

I suck at both two.

the skies are blue

2008-06-24T18:48:00.000+08:00

My supervisor is leaving soon so I got no supervisor now.

Now everyone uwaaaaaaaa..

accidentally in love

2008-06-20T18:58:00.000+08:00

You know that you have to go home when you write:

Performing in Hospitals

when you should write:

Performing in Restaurants.

I am exhausted.

maxisbroadband

2008-06-19T15:03:00.000+08:00

I am at suki's press conference.

and I am using someone's computer.

How sad.

Anyhoo, I feel like puking now.
Oh yeah, i puked just now.like a lot.

Oh suki's here.bye.

On why i use this title oso I dont know.

little bow

2008-06-16T09:05:00.000+08:00

Please dont tell me that Mondays are wonderful.

When on Saturday, you went to classes and Sunday you had to help mum to moved out.

Bluergh.

like whatever

2008-06-14T12:34:00.000+08:00

We are organizing Gossip Girl party this weekend but I cant make it because of class.

But I am going to Unzipped.

Do come okay.

Tomorrow it would be Jaclyn Victor, at the Ruums Live Centre and will be starting at 3pm.

Moving on, one of my classmates have this voice of very squeaky and very busy body.She even looked into my bag ok to check whether got laptop or not. Like okkay.

It is so not appropriate me think.

rubber band

2008-06-13T09:43:00.000+08:00

I hate it when people are underestimating me.

Like what they did are superb enough.

Yeah right.

Enough said.

red top with red socks on a rainy day

2008-06-12T09:18:00.000+08:00

It is final people.

My operation date would be on 16th July.

It's thyroid.I am looking forward to it and yet praying very hard everything is gonna be alright.
My instinct says that I should be it's friend.

I know.

Okay I dont know.

Just wish me luck :)

long december

2008-06-08T16:40:00.000+08:00

As I am doing my work alone at the office, I am currently listening to Long December by Counting Crows.It is a nice song and the words are so moving.Heard it last time and the feeling is still the same when I'm listening to it now.

Went to the class just now, only to know that we have to submit the assignment and the due date is today.
And to make things worst, today is the quiz day.Which I likeeeeeeeeeeeeee it so much since I didnt go the class last week.Haih.

The mr. ex-boyfie kept on messaging me.On why he didn't get the signal, I have no answer to that.

Work is okay.We are now on project SYTYCD which showing Live every Thursday starting this week.

Have a nice week ahead people.

I know, I've lost my sense of humour long ago.

sexy ankle

2008-05-02T00:59:00.000+08:00

How can I forgot to mention here that last Sunday we went to Pay Less Books stock clearance and I bought like 7 books and he bought like 2 books? Heh.

And the best things was all paid by him.Wee.

And I am one happy girl.

pocketful of sunshine

2008-04-28T10:37:00.000+08:00

At last.My exams finished.Yeay!

Okay, about the interview.I know it's kinda late but let me just cut it short.
It went well.Mr Izam is so humble I have to say.

Okay I lied.The part that it went well.
It does not went well.I screwed up.
Like big time.But he gave me lots of advices.
And I asked him on when he reads my resume what makes him wanna see me.
Because mind you, it's not even a proper resume.
Okay lets not that about that.
Lets just pray very very hard that I got the place.

Abang's wedding coming up.In may.Mum asked me to be the MC for the day.
And I said no because to me it's not proper for the sister to be the MC right?
I think it is more approriate for me to become the usherer(spells?)

That's all for today.
Will update soon okay.

you dont have to say'

2008-04-15T00:14:00.000+08:00

I'm going for an interview tomorrow.Wish me luck children!!

Will definitely bring lots and lots of lucky start tomorrow.

Now hungry.

pink-ish rug

2008-04-10T19:15:00.000+08:00

Today is nice.
I got a call from someone I've been waiting for.
And the good news is I'll be going for an interview next week.Can't wait.

wish me luck people.

I'll definetely will bring my lucky star.

out of my mind

2008-04-09T00:03:00.000+08:00

Today mom told me that I did nothing remarkable in her life.

Well, it hurts.But I only have one thing to say to her,

the best is yet to come'

under the blanket

2008-04-07T23:11:00.000+08:00

Officially I've lost my sense of humor today.

period.

phone book on the floor

2008-04-02T20:22:00.000+08:00

as much as i adore mr izham omar,
it seems that am afraid to send my resume to him.

i just dont know why. i would very much like to be his intern.

the little sister are far away from me.in mrsm batu pahat.
miss her so very much.

i have so many things to say, but am clueless.

had a session with miss fang just now.it went well.

toodles.

green+pink curtain

2008-04-02T01:45:00.000+08:00

would very much to start all over again.

so hey there :)

so many things happened.don't really know where to start.

xox